Wednesday, March 5, 2014

The Godman





In Chembur, I saw them sitting around
The visiting sage on the ground.
The holy man in a saffron robe
With the people, under the neon strobe.

He was talking about the higher astral plane
Rising beyond emotions of anger, hate and pain,
About nirvana and spirituality,
Transcending reality and mediocrity.

I looked at the listening crowd,
Their heads - not in reverence - but in sleep, bowed.
Pinched faces, patched clothes, tattered lives,
Utter despair dulling their eyes.

At the end of the meeting,
The audience moved to another seating.
Then I saw the corpses invigorated,
As the bulging food packets were distributed.

They filed past, touching the feet of the sage,
With total satisfaction writ on every face.
The wise man turned to me and said, “Do you realize, 
It is only the Divinity which keeps these souls alive.” 

Monday, March 3, 2014

The Piano Man



Did you notice him?
The piano man.
Did you?
Of course not, no-one does.

You remember we dined
At that posh hotel
On Bandstand,
Near the film star’s residence?

He was sitting in a corner
Of the lobby at the hotel.

It's not your fault
That you couldn't see him,
For he was a small wizened man,
Almost hidden by the grand piano.

I noticed him
Because he was playing
Familiar tunes,
From my childhood years,
Long forgotten, suddenly remembered.

Strawberries, cherries and the angels kissing spring,
Played the piano man.
I remembered the wine
My father first poured for us.
It was red and sour and icy.
I remember there was frost on the bottle,
From the freezer,
Which we gleefully licked.

My daughter will never know the joy
Of scraping frost from the freezer,
Collecting it in a glass,
And crunching it in her mouth,
On a hot summer’s day,
For our fridges don't make frost anymore.

Raindrops keep falling on my head,
Played the piano man.
My brother would play it
On his old cassette player,
In the room we grew up in,
Where raindrops would fall
From four stubborn leaks in the roof
Which refused to be filled.
So we let the raindrops trickle down
Into buckets and sailed boats in them.

The piano man was wearing
Black coat and tails,
Which hung loose on his gaunt frame.
I wondered if he'd lost weight recently?
Or had he lost a spouse or a child?
There was sadness in his stance,
In the way that he sat,
As he played happy tunes,
For the guests in that posh hotel.

I walked up the stairs and stood
Exactly above him.
From there I could see his bald patch,
And that his shoes were dusty.
I could see a tattered diary
On the stand in front,
With a list of songs, no notations.

The piano man played on.
Clementine.
Brown girl in the ring.
Tie a yellow ribbon.
Bimbo!
He played without a pause,
The songs merging into each other,
Colliding with my memories,
Wafting over the beautiful people
In the lobby of that posh hotel.

Then the piano man stopped.
I saw him as he bent down
And took a sip of water.
While he closed his eyes and took a break,
Something seemed to have gone from the room.
The flowers looked wilted,
The chandeliers seemed dull.

I saw the smart businessman
Stumble over his polished speech.
I saw the lovers in the corner
Had run out of words.
Even the young couple fighting on the sofa
Had halted in their tracks.

The piano man resumed after a few minutes.

Where do I begin to tell the story
Of how great a love can be?
The sweet love story that is older than the sea.
The piano man played.

Life flowed back into the room.
The white lilies stood proud,
While the chandeliers beamed.
The businessman struck a deal.
The fighting couple smiled at each other.
The lovers held hands.

Of course, they didn't realise it was
The piano man's doing,
For who notices an old piano man,
In a corner of the lobby at a posh hotel?

Saturday, March 1, 2014

The Drummer




Every morning
On the railway bridge,
The marching of many footsteps
Would be accompanied
By the beating of his drum.
Bim-Bom, Bim-Bom,
Bim-Bim, Bom-Bom,
Would reverberate against
The measured strides of government officers,
The dejected pace of separated lovers,
The fatigued walk of old homemakers,
The hurried pace of capped dabbawalas,
And the restless run of teenaged college goers.

The drummer,
He was my favourite beggar.
I passed him everyday
With the surging crowd
On my way to work,
And gave generously to him,
As he never seemed to ask.

When I spoke about him at a party,
My friends laughed at my naivete.
One of them, the dapper marketing man,
Narrated the story of a crippled beggar
Found dead with thousands of rupees
Tucked in his waistband.
He sipped his malt and grinned,
“Madam, may I be your beggar?”
Another friend, the tough foreign banker,
Looked at me over her red wine glass.
“Put that money in a mutual fund
And teach him to fish,” she said.

So I stopped speaking about him,
And continued to put a hundred buck note
In the top pocket of his clean shirt,
Every day that I walked past.
I could well afford it
And liked him,
Liked this old man,
Who sat on his haunches,
A big drum between his knees,
His dhoti gathered in neat folds,
No begging bowl in sight,
Just beating a rhythm and varying it,
As a greeting to a world he could not see,
For his eyes seemed to have been gouged out.

Then one day, the drummer wasn’t there.
I was sure he’d be back.
The next day, he wasn’t there too.
And the day after.
I missed him.
How was I to find him?

Months have passed,
But his drum beats haven't been heard.
Now I am saving that useless amount
In a mutual fund as advised.
But something, some ineffable essence,
Is missing from my mornings as I walk to work.
I had liked him,
My drummer,
As I like the rocky beach near my Bandra home,
As I like the Sea Link on my drive past Reclamation,
As I like the fluttering pigeons when I go to Chowpatty.